Monday, November 20, 2006
just realised that i am what i should not be.. an attention-seeker..
think i am doing it subconsciously.. perhaps that's why i was not liked by the people in my Primary School (i was a downright asshole back then.. given a chance i would bash the me-of-the-past if i have the chance)..
but now? i really dont know.. just feels kinda weird when all the attention is focused on me (my wallet going missing).. i can see others moody.. not sure it is my fault, but safer to assume so..
just hope to change the habit.. regardless whether subconscious behaviours are difficult to change..
oh and i think i indirectly hurt someone's feelings today.. absolutely not on purpose, but some things just happened when i am so tired and my brain just shuts down.. sorry..
btw, just for remembrace sake, the number plate is SGE 439 J.. just dont want anyone to go round misusing the number.. real nice family..
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