Thursday, November 02, 2006
listening to the irony, staring at the paradox, i am faced with a daily conflict which, in the face of the A level, is causing me to weaken day by day and eventually a fight i will lose..
being a guardian angel is fulfulling.. it is good to know that she is happy and that she is not oppressed anyhow.. but to learn that friendly provocation is also a way of life is something i must learn to differentiate from actual provocation.. if not i may end up hurting my own friends..
anyway, with the end of the first phase of the A levels, a little burden is lifted in the sense that i am not so fearful about the As..
but seriously, i will miss those mugging days with the group of friends.. it is really the time i feel closest to them, where the need to outshine one another is not needed, and mutual cooperation for the benefit of everyone is the key goal..
good things dont last long.. that's the cruel fact of life.. i must learn to let go soon or else i would be severely wounded by the seperation..
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