Sunday, November 05, 2006
had a nightmare last night.. one which i wished it would never happen in real life.. it made me understand and experience the fear and helplessness when a person i hold dear faced a life and death situation..
i was walking along a underpass to a shopping centre, when i met some friends.. we then went to a cafe, where one of them,
A, complained of a headache..
dont know for what reason, we realised that it was caused by a mini-explosive capsule implanted in her brain MI-III style.. she fainted from the headache and somebody did CPR (no link, but it was in desperation and it was still a dream) on her.. the initial feeling of helplessness was so intense till i forgotten that it was a dream and tried all means to help her..
realising that the time was short, we carried her out and took her to our teacher(?) who was nearby.. a friend,
B, tried to tell the teacher what was happening, but he seemed to be getting it all wrong, so i interupted him and told him about the capsule..
B looked at me with resent, which caused another wave of despair..
A woke up, and the teacher decided that nothing was wrong with her.. we was then supposed to attend a concert on the parade square, something with people wearing props mimicking the Great Wall.. and though
A was still complaining of headache, we were seperated because we have designated places to stand.. i was left with
B, who was crying a little and shoved his way through the crowd to get away from me..
when i was about to squeeze my way back to
A, someone grabbed me and said i had to help finish a sculpture.. despite my protest, i was dragged to a 2-storey building.. all this time, the only thing i could think of was the ticking explosive in
A's head..
the sculpture turned out to be something stupid, made up of lots of penguins, so i tried to excuse myself and run back, but the in-charge sent someone to ensure obedience.. the thought that
A may already met with mishap, just the thought of it, caused me fear and a unprecedented feeling of sadness..
-end of dream-
was interupted cos i was suppose to wake up.. luckily i did, cos the feeling inside the dream was so intense that i could not forget it even after a few hours, when i was studying in the library..
Y6:47 PM
