Monday, November 13, 2006
i really hate it when i am the cause which killed her smile..
i know i should be trying to forget, but it still injures me in a way just by seeing her smile fade.. tantamount to stabbing me in the heart..
i dont know why, but ever since young i have never been the entertainer.. assistant maybe, but never one who brings smiles to others..
so, seeing that i am unable to make her happy anyway, i would rather not start anything, because until i am able to change somehow and know how to make her happy, i am simply not fit to start anything at all..
Y9:33 PM
