the worst part of not being able to read other people's expressions properly and sense other's emotions well is that the mistake i am doing will repeat itself without me even knowing i am offending others.. i really hate being the slayer of smiles.. it totally sucks..

sadly, rarely does anyone really tells this old piece of rock anything anymore.. so, in order to better understand the strange surroundings, i always compare with my own thought processes.. which is not always accurate..

so, when in doubt, i would resort to a defensive stance.. one which doesnt offend anyone.. but like any weapon, it is a double-edged sword.. at the same time it also does not make anyone happy or anything.. apathy.. i neither anger nor entertain anyone.. which is good, unless people start wondering why am i stoning so badly..

actually, just taking a step back and listening to things that are going on and thinking through everything without actually taking part is not a bad thing at all.. 旁观者清.. sometimes it is nice to be a 旁观者 for once..

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